I love you, I really do.
If happiness is fleeting then I know that you are too.
Remember when my hair was long?
Smoking cigarettes and weed listening to our favorite songs.
Lead me out of our home and lock to door behind you.
I don't understand how I feel so alive when I should be dead.
(Freaking out, I'm freaking myself out.)
Am I happy, is this right?
How do I go on living now that I feel alive?
I love you, I truly do.
Though times have changed us and
estranged us from the people we once knew.
Remember when those days felt long and
endless nights where we'd drink and drive?
How the hell are we even alive?
What a funny mistake.
When I wake up I can't shake off that I'm feeling okay.
I don't understand how I feel so alive when I should be dead.
(Freaking out, I'm freaking myself out.)
Am I happy, is this right?
How do I go on living now that I feel alive?
credits
from Bad Dream House,
track released November 10, 2017
Recorded by Wes DeBoy
Album artwork by Jessi Issa
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